It is great that you are on the ball and really looking at ways in which you can continue BF'ing, Motilium was soo good for me, and I am glad it was an option and I could deal much better with using that then doing the forumla thing. I completely understand the feeling of expressing good amounts then not so good amounts, a fellow BB'er and I would express each night together at the same time, chatting on MSN and we always did comparrisons, cheering each other on, no matter how much milk we got, she generally always got quite a bit more than I did, then there were a few days where it was the other way around and while I was very excited I felt for her as I knew what it was like to express smaller amounts.

Best to get your prescriptions and everything now, so you can have a fabulous time in Europe !!

You are doing a great job, and that you are still going for the BF'ing
Take care xxoo