I don't want to sound like I am whining in any way. I love Eliza and fought so hard to have her, so in a way it is harder to say that atm she is making me feel like being a mummy isnt all that great
For the past 4 weeks every waking and sleeping moment we have been together..well a day or so of work and she is in daycare ( no problems there). We wake at 6am together then do the mornings activities with alot of ..mummy do it too.. then I try and put her down for a sleep and she wont now...then all afternoon she just hangs off me DH tries to get her to go with him but she wont unless mummy comes too. Then I have to have a bath with her ( cause mummy has to have one too) and then put my PJ's on and go to sleep with her, she wakes if I try and get out of bed and yells mummy back.
Its not great for the relationship and my sanity DH is saying I always put her before us and I can see his point ..I do, not intentionally.
I feel like crying at 2, I thought I would have some time to myself even to clean the house.
Anyone got any ideas of how I can distance myself from her slightly or is it a passing stage .
TIA
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