Kellee,

First of all, it sounds to me like you are exhausted by this whole situation, so please let me reassure you that every mother I know has feelings like yours when they are at the end of their tether!

I feel like I don't deserve him. He is so wonderful and I can't be the mother that I need to be. What kind of mother can't help their child sleep?
You are no doubt a fantastic mother (especially as you are so concerned over this issue) & honestly, most mothers struggle to help their children sleep at one stage or another.........if it was "easy" for a Mum to help their baby sleep, there wouldn't be so many books/methods/strategies on how to go about it!

I think the Sleep Education Class you mentioned souinds like a great starting point, and then take it from there.

But please don't stress. This WILL resolve itself!