Had the big 'do you love me? -post baby blue- cry yesterday'...

[mbear]

It only took 4 days after little (or big) harry was born. But yesterday lost it. Had the big cry, i cant do this anymore, does DH loves me, i hate my house, i hate my body, i hate my clothes, blah blah blah. I had the biggest tanty (infront of my girls... ). Bawling like a 4yr old kid to DH saying 'you dont love me do you, (no time for him to answer), nope, dont worry about answering, i know you dont, i just know it......'my god i was a raving woman.....

He took girls out yesterday (we slept thru the 7am alarm and woke up at 820am - DD#1 school starts at 840am !! we didnt send her to school, i think this was playing on my mind too !!!), i watched desperate housewives on fox, whilst DS slept.....he brought me back a gloria jeans coffee......and after a ok kinda night (ive stopped myself from counting the hrs of sleep i have got - like DH says to me........ITS ONLY SLEEP !!) i feel 100% better today....

Just had to share......its amazing how fast it kicked in.....how fast i let it all out....and how fast its gone - i hope - for good......

[MamaPan]

well at least that's over and done with now honey!!!

[Willow]

Awww mbear - I've been thinking of you and wondering how you're going. A meltdown like that is purely hormonal I reckon!!

You're doing an amazing job and for what it's worth, you're my hero - if you can do it with 4, I can do it with 3!!

Glad to hear you're feeling better today and hope that's the end of the blues!

[Heaven]

Oh, I remember doing that, lol. Glad it's over. I missed the announcement!! LOL. Congratulations on your precious boy!!

[ACJ]

Ohhhh mbear!! It happens to the best of us!! I am like that now for some reason and just cry at anything. 2 weeks ago I cried at the Cuddly softener ad on tv when the little toddlers are trying to say cuddly but it comes out "cluggaly"!! Talk about hormones!!

[Sorka]

Congrats mBear - 3 girls and a boy - you lucky thing. We're going for 3 boys and a girl

Hormones are horrible aren't they. Sounds like your man is looking after you I'd say you answered your question about him loving you by the fact he took the kids out for you to have some time out and then brought you back coffee. What a good man you've got!

I hope everything is giong well for you. And I have to ask - though a bit late now - How much harder is it with another one? Our bubs no.4 isn't due till Jan 20 so there will be a little bit bigger gap but i'm already wondering how we'll go.

[Junglemum]

Only one meltdown? I'm jelous! I've stopped counting, but they do seem much less frequent!

[Junglemum]

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