It only took 4 days after little (or big) harry was born. But yesterday lost it. Had the big cry, i cant do this anymore, does DH loves me, i hate my house, i hate my body, i hate my clothes, blah blah blah. I had the biggest tanty (infront of my girls... ). Bawling like a 4yr old kid to DH saying 'you dont love me do you, (no time for him to answer), nope, dont worry about answering, i know you dont, i just know it......'my god i was a raving woman.....

He took girls out yesterday (we slept thru the 7am alarm and woke up at 820am - DD#1 school starts at 840am !! we didnt send her to school, i think this was playing on my mind too !!!), i watched desperate housewives on fox, whilst DS slept.....he brought me back a gloria jeans coffee......and after a ok kinda night (ive stopped myself from counting the hrs of sleep i have got - like DH says to me........ITS ONLY SLEEP !!) i feel 100% better today....

Just had to share......its amazing how fast it kicked in.....how fast i let it all out....and how fast its gone - i hope - for good......