Thanks a bunch ladies, it is such a relief to hear that some of you felt the same way. And yes I too did ball like a baby when he had his first jabs the other week. It was so embarrsing. My hubby had to hold him cause I couldn't watch, but I could hear him crying poor little thing. The nurse said babies have a short memory and wont even remember it by the end of the day... however I will remember it forever.