Oooohhh yeah. It's so tough some days. Blame it on the sleep deprivation. I do. It's so hard to have time to ourselves at this stage of motherhood. Let yourself feel like you do and don't feel guilty about it. We all have days like you are describing. Is it possible for your DH to look after your DS for a day and you go and have a break from the routine? I finally worked out that all I needed was a break and it renewed my ability to endure it all. We've now made it so that I have a weekend to myself every six months. I actually go away somewhere for the weekend. I have to do it or I will go crazy. DH also has weekend camping trips every now and then too. It is essential to have that time to yourself just for sanity. Sending you big hugs xxx