I have no advice but I hope you get to the bottom of it soon, and get some good sleep. You are not a horrible person or a bad mum, look at how upset you are and how you are trying to get help to sort it out, definitely not a bad mama.
Go easy on yourself and try to rest when you can, being pg as well can't be easy
I don't remember going through the exact same thing, but I know when DS was a newborn and I wasn't getting much sleep at all, I would be so cranky I would swear when I went in to his room and I mean nasty swear... I'm a very quiet and calm type person usually.
Honestly, sleep deprivation is like torture, so try not to beat yourself up too much. Sounds like you are doing all the right things. Hope the Paed can help you out xoxo
Of course the new baby is playing on your mind (and stays there thanks to all the well wishers who ask what you will do). You're a great mummy, and I hope you get some much needed rest soon.
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