Not sure where to post this but today i am not doing so well.
I think i am neglecting Alexander and his development.

It all started last month when Alexander had his 6month health check and she was asking about him passing things from hand to hand which i know he can do but he wouldn't do it for the CYN.
We got to a group session called Kids N You run by social workers linked to the Women's and Childrens hospital. When we went today a worker was testing to see how well Alexnader is doing and was trying to get him to roll, sit up and reach for things. When she finished with him she said he needs to be on the next stage of his delevlopment and that i need to do more with him. I always beleive that they shoudl play on there own not all the time but most of it as i did the same with Kimberley and she is very inderpendant (sp?) also i don't want to not be able to leave Alex with anyone.

Next week we have to go back to the CYN to check how he is doing and do his 6 month health check all over again.

I am now sitting here thinking i am a really bad mother and i should be doing more for him. I keep trying to tell myself that all babies do things at a differnet age but it has now been twice someone has picked up on it all.