It's really hard going - but it sounds like you have got a normal one. She has a habit of her whole lifetime. for her whole existence she has not only been close to you - she has been inside you. Who knows what birth is like for a baby - most of us don't remember. But I bet it's a bit of a shock! All she wants for Christmas is.....you. the good news is that it won't be like this forever. She will grow away from you - sooner than you think. If you are not drunk, drugged or a smoker, and you make your bed safe she is safe in bed with you. If you have a partner, she will learn to snuggle up next to their body. Sometimes the pressure is eased by knowing you are doing all the right things, and you are not creating any bad habits.