Yeah i know but i can't be f**ked sitting in a room with the lights out whilst she screams or hits me or laughs at me for 3 hours. i don't want to go to bed at the same time as my 6 month old - so she will sleep. i want to be a big person and watch tv. i am so friggen tired and i just need me time and its not happening.

vent over

thanks for replying.