I just put Jesse in the cot with a bottle & left him. He's crying on & off & trying to get me to go back, but I don't want to give in. I'm so tired.
The last few days he'll feed to sleep then the second I either try to put him down, or he realises he's asleep he's up again & running around & refusing to sleep.
Its taking an hour or more of my laying with him each time, for him to wake up less than 15 minutes in. After 3 goes he might sleep.
I can't do anything while he's awake, coz he wants me constantly & I can never get anything finished. The second I start he wraps himself around my legs & cries til I pick him up.
I have a headache coz 1, I'm tired. He hasn't been going to bed til after 11 the last few nights, then is up at around 7. 2, coz I'm so frusterated & stressed with him.
I lay there feeding him, planning what I'm going to do once he's asleep, needing to get things done, for him to tae over an hour, then wake up again, then another hour & he might stay asleep.
He's still crying. Bri needs something to eat, I need a coffee & I wanna cry coz i feel guilty for walking away & leaving him to cry for the last 10 minutes or so.
I have no clean dishes, no clean clothes, I need a shower, there's rubbish, toys & Dora cards covering my loungeroom, chips smashed up all over the family room, a massive headache & he's still crying!!!