Aww, sorry to hear that Lulu. Annika had extreme reflux to the point where she had burnt her tube, and needed x-rays to be sure there was nothing developmentally wrong. Annika's first three months were the toughest of my life. Annika would literally fall asleep screaming in my armsI asked myself so many times 'Why me? Why my baby?', and I was always really upset whenever I would see the picture perfect babies lying happily in their mothers arms when we went out or on TV etc. Annika did start to become easier to settle at around 3-4 months though. She still does have reflux, but as she spends a lot more time upright, and can sit by herself, it's rapidly improving. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I once read somewhere, I'm not sure if it's true or not, that a babies crying will reduce by approxiametly one minute a day until the time they are a year old, I found it reassuring, so chose to believe it lol. If the reflux seems very severe, you could bring her to the docs and ask about infant Zantac, Gaviscon or Losec (the strongest). Losec has worked wonders for Annika. I also really recommend the Karicare AR formula, its the one I've found that goes down best.

I think motherhood starts to really become rewarding when you get the first social smile, or giggle, or bubs reaches a new milestone. I get excited over each and every little thing - even if Annika tries a new food!

Hang in there sweet