Well for the past 8 weeks of DS2's life have been really hard on me mentally and emotionally. Things are starting to look up now. But looking back i can finally see how i made it through.

Just a few things that made it all seem worth it..
His first smile (at me)
Him smiling while breastfeeding (my fav!)
His first baby "conversation"
Snuggling into my neck when i put him up on my shoulder
And just now he is doing the cuuutest little buzz snore in his sleep!

Ahhh the joys of motherhood...