I cant' have anymore, I think I would have made that decision anyway but to have it made for me - kinda knocked me for a 6.

I miss
- the sleeping baby on the breast,
- the tiny NB nappies,
- the soft sighs in their sleep,
- the jerky little movements,
- that overwhelming feeling of love that educes you to tears,
- the cry of a newborn,
- little itty bitty hiccups,
- the smell of a freshly bathed bubba
- being in hospital for a week and being waited on hand and foot!! lmao

Okay, gonna cry now!

xxxxx