I miss that smell, the feeling of them being so reliant on you, the way they finish a feed with that glazed over content look in there eye and a milky mouth.
I miss late night snuggles, playing with tiny hands, soft downy head, eyes that can't get enough of you, soft skin.
The feeling of them sound asleep on your chest...the warmth and love between the two of you.
I am not having any more and I am sad I didn't get that brand newborn stage with my last two.