It's early days, hang in there Teeki x

When DD arrived (baby #2) I realised with shock that we'd taken a big step back to babydom, I dont know what I was expecting but I suddenly realised with a thud that our lives had dramatically changed and trying to spread myself between 2 kids was particularly hard at night time - I just couldn't always be there for both, DH had to help out with DSs bedtime even though DS much preferred me to do it. I felt that I'd let DS down, it took me some time to get over that guilt, it really wasn't until I truly saw the gift I'd given him of having a sibling that I found peace. Things fell into place again, new routines for things were established, baby#2 quickly grew (way quicker than baby #1 did I am sure), and now we are back to an easier, calmer time again - both kids eating dinner with us, amusing each other, sleeping at night which means we are etc etc....

You just need to find your groove again, it's only day 3, be kind to yourself, it will all fall into place.....

xx