I know how you feel, My DD is due now for her 12mth vaccine and I'm really getting a sick feeling in my gut. A good friend of ours's baby had her 1st vaccine while we were away for xmas & we came home to the news she reacted badly from it, had a seisure & went unconsious (sp?). Once in ICU, they found she had bleeding on the brain & almost died. She's out of hospital now and all is ok (unfortunately the stress broke the family up & friend is living with us for w little while)
But this is DD 1st vaccine since this happened and It has made me wake up & take a better look at them. Before this though, I was one of those who just went along with the regeime.

Do what ever you think is best i say, Mummy's have that natural 6th sense and just know what is best (most of the time) but yeah, I just wanted to say, I know how you feel & I think it's great you have done so much research into it & are making an informed choice!