kim i am sorry that you felt scared by the posts. i guess it is a scary subject both if you vax and if you don't vax. some mums compromise and still vax but delay it until their babes are older and heavier and they spread the vax out so only 1 at a time and wait a period of 3-6 months inbetween. the reference i gave in my first post by Dr Donald miller gives an outline of "a user friendly vax schedule" and suggests that if you chose to vax to do it the above mentioned way. so there is options for you out there, i guess we all just have to bite the bullet and make a decision for what we believe is the best for our most precious ones.
good luck babe, and remember education is the key to overcoming fear
beckles