I am sitting here reading all the posts and i am a blubbering mess it feels wonderful to finally be on the BA thread thankyou all so much i am doing much better and came home today on antibiotics when i get the time i will post my birth story and the big stuff up with my after care of my ceasar which is why i have not been well.

Dory-thankyou for your words i couldnt have said it any better myself i see our Abbi in Ella so she gets twice the love so she knows how much we love Abbi also.