Aww Mousy I'm sorry things aren't going as planned. Just remember at the end of the day a healthy baby in your arms is all that matters! You've done the hard work of pregnancy and you will be no less of a mother or woman because you don't give birth vaginally.

I had my DD via c-section and have bonded and are BFing beautifully.

Good luck, soon you will be holding your baby and nothing else will matter.