oh sweet xx that is some pretty shocking 'care' from your GP. I would just demand a proper GD test and go from there and see where you stand. until then, in all honesty I dont really see how the situation has really changed. the test was not done accurately and therefore cannot be conclusive. mmmm now i want crunchy nut cornflakes...mmmmm.

as for the freebirth: well it's totally not my cup of tea. for me birth is about support and having faith in the people around you to help and protect both you and bubs. is there anyway that you can fight to stay in the hospital system until say the later part of your pregnancy and organise with an IM to take over for the last couple of months? I know that a few friends in my circle have organised this to help manage the costs....just a thought.