Numa

I know i sent you a message but just saw this post and had to come in and say choosing a CS is not wimping out AT ALL!!!!
You have made a totally educated decision that you can be very proud of and i just wish you all the very best.
I went through this whole process myself in regards to the Cs thankfully i had a bit longer to decide, but its been really really hard and the whole LTTTC and AC makes it so much more difficult than anyone could ever understand, at the end of the day we are use to handing are bodies over to doctors
You sound so positive and from the sound of it tried everything possible to turn bubs. I think you are going into your CS knowing there is no what if's which is the most important thing. Good luck next week and i cant wait to get on to see how you went !!!
P.S. I think its a boy