Normal? Yeah, I think so. In that it's perfectly reasonable. Birth, recovery and early baby days are intense and very much beyond our control. I had a very rough time during my first labour which contributed to me anxiety, but yep, I was nervous second time 'round. I knew what contractions felt like... I just had no idea how many, for how long and how I would handle it this time. As it happened, birth #2 was brilliant.

Is it at all possible that your nerves are related to bringing another baby home too? (I only ask as I found that aspect pretty scarey too, just wondering how I'd manage newborn and toddler).

Let yourself feel whatever it is. The reasons behind it are more likely to make themselves known if you just let it be there and accept the thoughts and feelings as they arise. Wishing you all the best in welcoming your little one. xo