So of course I'm getting close to the big day now, and I think I'm getting anxious about whether my techniques for pain relief will actually work.

I read books last time but of course when I went into labour, I forgot most things that I had read, other than a few juju things that I used in transition - but still felt quite out of control and scared during the labour.

I'm wanting to do things differently this time (not better, just different!) but I guess I'm worried that the things I have on my birth notes may not help at all either.

Last time I spent a lot of time on the toilet. I'm wanting to use the shower this time round, heat packs, breathing techniques, different positions etc - and I'm worried I will freak out again and it will be just as scary this time round too!

Anyone have any stories to reassure me that I will do ok second time round?

I think it's just the contractions that are worrying me, I'm quite looking forward to the pushing stage because that wasn't painful - just sweet relief to get the bugger out lol