Thanks everyone. It's good to know I'm not the only one going through the uncertainty. I'm more than happy for this to go on for a few days - it's just my partner's potential unavailability that makes it hard to relax especially as this is my first baby. So he's trying to get onto a roster where he'll only be half an hour away at any particlar time. I think that will help a lot.
I've done lots of reading about labour/pain management (probably too much) but now it's getting to the crunch I'm getting terrified again which sucks!
And my obstetrician "hates doing inductions" (his words) so he'll definitely not be trying to pressure me into it, thank goodness.
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