Oh babe

I've been avoiding BB but still keeping an eye on you. This is SO familiar to my story with DD1 - do you ever remember reading it? My placenta was starting to calcify and my cord wasn't in good shape either. I know the devastation that you are feeling - its like your heart is ripped out and stamped on a thousand times I cried and cried and cried when they told me I would have to have a c-section for her, I didn't want one!!! They classed mine as an elective too - my butt its elective, we don't have a CHOICE about it.

Good luck honey - I'm still around on facebook if you need to chat xxxxx