Yay ive made it full term!! my first baby boy came too early at 34 weeks!

For the past 5 weeks is the very uncomfortable part of pregnancy i hadnt experienced before!!

My EDD is 8th feb.

Doctors EDD is 18th feb.

I feel like im gonna go any day now, ive been getting so many cramping pains coming and going, and the last couple of days they have been getting worse, and now im getting back pain... so things are close!!

Im getting anxious, i have read so much on active birthing, and i know what i do and what i dont want out of this birth with a birth plan written out.

But yet i feel like this could all be blown out the window, and just be a scared mess out of control because of the pain! (thats what i was like with my first birth, not in control at all because the pain took over me)


Any advice from anyone to give me a bit of confidence? (my support people are very much like- "listen to the midwife and doctor"!!! ggrrrr!