Yeah. See, thats the thing. I hate needles with an absolute passion, but will allow the canula as a just in case. Still arguing the size and I can see why they are arguing for the thick one (veins collapsing and all that) - but they used the small one WHEN I was having a PPH, so it seems reasonable that if they have to prevent one much earlier than me already missing half my blood volume - it should be right!

And yes, the amount of kids ups my risk too. Well, I guess there is always hope. Not looking good atm tho.