I can relate to your feelings about this.
I will be giving birth for the fourth time soon- and I look forward to it.
I look forward to the challenge, the feeling of unshakeable empowerment and the deep, blissful love that follows. I choose to focus on those positive aspects rather than any fears or insecurities that I could conjure up.
I have always been supported and loved in labour, and I expect that it will be the same next time.
And I can't wait to meet my precious bub, and introduce him/her to my other children.