Your body didn't let you down hun - it birthed two babies for you I felt a bit like that after having my first two aswell, and thought I would definitely never have another baby. But I did and now I am back again lol.

I guess you need to think about the options before you and decide what it is you do want and what you don't want. Personally I think that your health care team are focusing too much on the size issue, but of course I am not an expert lol. I gave birth to my biggest baby the third time and it was the only time I didn't hemorrhage, so in my own experience size is not the biggest factor, if it is even a factor at all. And the fact that you have been induced twice before does not mean you are any less likely to go into labour spontaneously this time - look at me. I was induced twice and went into labour spontaneously the third time. But in the end you need to do what you feel is best - and if you feel that being induced a couple of weeks early would be the best thing, then that's fine. You already know that you definitely don't want a c/s, so if being induced means that you can avoid that happening, then so be it. Just remember that it is your body - and your doctors/midwives can't force you to do anything, they can only recommend.