Ok so you think with 3 pretty good labours under my belt I would be confident and not scared of giving birth.
DD1- induced with gel, a bit under 4hr labour. Gas. (a lot of gas lol). Ex DH for support.
DS1- acupuncture that morning, a bit under 3hr labour. Drug free. Ex DH for support.
DD2- waters broken, induced with drip, 2hr 14min labour (well prob much less, they didn't tell me when I was in labour etc that's just the time I took myself to the labour room and got in the bath... No midwife came to see me till about an hr after that). A few sucks of gas. Mother and friend for support.
So in all not that bad... Why am I freaking out this time round? Whenever I think of it I start to tear up. I start to think another baby isn't worth it etc I will have DP in with me for support. I literally lose sleep over it, I wake up in the night and start to panic about it... anyone else felt like this?