I wanted things to be almost totally different 2nd time around.
First time I actively avoided induction (This was very stupid), 2nd time lined up for induction 2 weeks early.
1st time tried to labour without gas or drugsbut ended up using them, 2nd time was willing to use gas but no other drugs.
1st time asked for a CS but ended up with an induction VB. 2nd time didn't want CS but ended up with one because the induction didn't work out.
I was supposed to hve skin on skin 2nd time (this didn't happen 1st time) and it didn;t happen because of emergency CS and baby needing oxygen.
The outcome was totally different 2nd time, I got a breathing baby.