I wasn't afraid and I didn't really think anything would go wrong....but I wish I was a bit more prepared for the 'aftermath'. Even though I had a natural birth , 2nd degree tearing was pretty sore. It was really hard to get out of bed and couldn't sit up at all the first day. Stingy when going to the loo etc. My sis (a nurse) gave me a squeezy bottle and box of table salt. I put on tablespoon of salt in it and dissolved it, then squeeze over sore bits . I used this in the shower and when going to the toilet. It was like a salt wash and was very relieving. I think it helped a great deal.
Wishing you all the best!
Rach xx