Ok.... very over sex!!!! Dh and I have been at it like rabbits trying to bring this baby into the world, I really am not coping with the end of this pg...

I can't sleep due to hips aching, heartburn, and sore groin muscles... then there is the uncomfyness that I get around my tummy (tried pillows!). I can't bend over to pick stuff up from the floor, when DD is there she is great and helps, but I cant do a lot on my own! I feel like I am whinging non stop and feel guilty as I know that I should be excited and greatful that I am able to have another child. Oh but then there is the feelings of fear as the what if questions come into play... what if something goes wrong, what if there si something wrong with bub, what if I have done something wrong, why wasn't I happy with one healthy child..... ARRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!! Seewhat I mean!

I am to scared to use things like RLT and EPO as I have heard some bad stories... and I have been driving down very bumpy roads, eating spicy food, imagining the whole labour and bubs coming out.... and Hello I am still pg! I know that bub will come when ready... but I am ready now... I am scared that she will be born on the 29th and I really don't want that...

HELP... please I need some BB exclusive encouragment here!.


Whinge over!