Yeah I'm not looking forward to the after pains - they sucked enough after the 4th birth. Thanks for all the votes of confidence, I met the second midwife yesterday and she seems really nice, they're pretty big on hypnobirthing there so hopefully I can keep it together and not scream like I did with the other two LOL
Meh, you're allowed to scream. If that's how your body works then that's how it works. Me, I swear. LOL