Nai I can't believe how calm you seem about it all - I think I would still be a blithering mess after that!
I think I just felt so happy to have made it through with both of us safe and healthy that I didn't have time to be a mess - however since writing the birth story a few other things have happened in my belly buddies group that have really made me feel incredibly lucky and blessed. I have spent quite a bit of time since then being very emotional about it all.