Oh Kim your precious story bought tears to my eyes as when heavily pregnant with Cendrine my Auntie lost her battle with breast cancer ... everyone flipped when i turned up at the funeral in high heels with DP hanging on the left of me & my sister to the right and my response to everyone was my Auntie was classy and no other shoes would do but the best so gorgeous heels it was. The day after i gave birth to Cendrine i looked at her that night and thought how sad my Auntie didn't get to see her and then suddenly Cendrine's eye's opened wider than i had already seen them looking right through me then i felt someone stroking my hair. It was the most peaceful & beautiful feeling ... and i never felt alone in my private hospital room.
And Kim as far as feeling like you have failed i so understand what you mean ... i feel that every day & every time i look at Cendrine knowing she will have no sibling. I get riddled with guilt but hope she loves me even more when she is older to understand i had her at 40 and did my best in trying for another until 43(& a half, LOL) ...
I get such joy in my heart when i hear of a child becoming a sibling ... Nate is the most beautiful & precious gift you could ever possibly have given on this planet to Darcey ... And i just LOVE Nat's name every time i see about here
Kim ... THANK YOU ever so much for sharing your extremely heartfelt story (and i'm so so sorry of the lose of your Uncle at a very precious time in life being pregnant with Nate) xoxo
P.S - I love the bit where Darcey was listening in, sounds like a little girl i know, Ha !!
goodness Kim, I had no idea that you went through all of that! It is awful to know you wont have any more babies x I am gobsmacked that Nate lasted all that time with your uterus scar ruptured! What an incredible little guy. Thankyou for sharing
... And i just LOVE Nat's name every time i see about here
(and i'm so so sorry of the lose of your Uncle at a very precious time in life being pregnant with Nate) xoxo
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