Oh Kim, it is all so overwhelming. I'm so sorry for the loss of your uncle. I'm sorry about the scare with the rupture and I'm so sorry that you'll not be able to carry more children. But failure you are most certainly not! Your strength is amazing to have come through all you have.
I'm not sure what else to say... I'm sure you still have a lot to process and work through. But I just wanted to let you know that we're here for you while you do. Enjoy your gorgeous little man. xx