Thank you all for your kind words.
Im thankful for my IM who made it possible for me to escape home.
Im thankful for my amazing friends who watched my kids and have since fed me, cleaned for me and listened to me debrief.
Im thankful for Amanda Dennis for talking sense into me and then acting swiftly to prevent a tragedy with the cord prolapse.
Im thankful that I had enough knowledge on breastfeeding to get through the first 24 or so hours with two drugged out babies without freaking out or giving up.
All in all I really feel the stars all aligned just right for me to get two healthy babies birthed vaginally, no nights for them in hospital and have them exclusively breastfed from day dot.