thanks for sharing your story, and what beutiful boys you have! i had similar pains after too and all i wanted to do was see my son, they wheeled me into nicu too, doesnt leave much room in there does it with all their machines!
is there still much of a size difference between them or is Joel catching up to his big brother!
You did great Trish, Congratulations and i hope they are going well since being home with you!