I find both your birth stories inspiring.

Being a high risk pregnancy myself, i have been thinking alot about how i want my next birth to go, i didnt like the feeling of how out of control some of my births have been. I already have thoughts about certain things i want to be different with my next birth, i just hope i will be "allowed" to have them. Reading stories like yours inspires me, hopefully i can achieve the things i want.

You did an awesome job with both births.

Well done and Congratulations