Thanks all, I have a really excellent support network and have quite a few appointments etc over the net couple of weeks including a referral to a woman councellor who specialises in traumatic births etc so I expect that in time some of the things that may arise will be dealt with quickly.

Sadly some of the treatment I received from 2 MW's on during 2 separate night shifts left a bitter taste and upon discussion with my gorgeous KYM MW's will be writing a letter of complaint addressing a few issues but I will be leaving it a few days to collect my thoughts so its not to emotive and more factual and to the point. I almost didn't butI was assured thatits probably a regular occurance that is never addressed.

ANYHOO,

I have added a few piccies to the original post.