So I am starting to worry (way to early at only 12 weeks but it keeps playing on my mind) about how I will go bfing my 3rd bub.
I only fed DS (#1) for 3 months due to PND and other issues but DD (#2) I fed for 12 months.
DD was very tricky in the beginning my milk with both of them took 5 days to come in so for the first 5 days of DD's life she was hungry, I really didnt want to introduce bottles so spoon fed formula after feeds until my milk finally came in. The next 6 weeks were constant demand feeds (which is the way I like to feed) and she finally starting settling in properly about 12 weeks.
I am worried that if this baby is similar or has it's own issues I won't cope this time around (It was the determination to feed that got me through DD) I am just as determined this time but I am not surrounded by a lot of friends who breast feed (my ex dh's family were very big on bfing so in a way were a good support) and i will probably have to return to work when bubs is 5 or 6 months.
The only probably that never got better with DD is she never took and bottle or dummy basically anything plastic, so she couldnt be babysat until she was on solids and I guess I also worry that this bub will be similar because I want to avoid nipple confusion again and not introduce bottles and dummy straight away but bubs will eventually need to be able to take a bottle of BM.

So basically any words of wisdom from fellow bfing mums?
how do you cope with 2 older ones around? they will be at kinder and school for a little bit after bubs is born but then summer holidays will start they are older so i am hoping they will just understand they have to wait if they need me for something.
Is it easier to pick up 2nd/3rd time around?

Thanks for letting me rant! hopefully i can get some sleep now lol