I am going through dramas at the moment: emotional ones and physical ones. Charlie has no preference for either boobs or bottle: he is so placid and will happily take either.

But I have, yet again, a case of nipple thrush and a cracked nipple on my right boob, so it is killing me to BF at the moment.

And becasue Charlie is so happy with the bottle, on the one hand I think maybe I should just give up the BF and go with bottle becasue then I can get my body back.

He is 5 months old, & we'll be starting him on solids in a month, so it will make no odds anyway.

But then I know I will miss the BF, and maybe I should just persevere for at least another month?

But then he may have changed his mind, and it might not be as easy to wean him.

He is sleeping through every single night from 7pm to at least 7am, so it is not like the convenience of BF is winning over.

So I am in a quandry........and there is no easy or right answer.....I don't really even expect any responses, I am just writing it all down to try & get it straight in my head!!!!

PS I also have a noice case of mouth trush. Revolting. SO I have it in my gob and on my nips, but not, luckily, up my hooha. Thank god.