Joeve- BF is honestly the hardest thing I have done (apart from the obvious), but by far the most rewarding.. I got through by surrounding myself with people that encouraged me to keep going.. I really hope you have support.. Please ask for help if you need it. The amount of times I have cried and vented to people is crazy.. I also found setting small goals worked.. Sometimes it was literally one day at a time. I'd tell myself "I'll stick it out today and see what happens tomorrow"

Thanks everyone, I am really proud we made it this far.