just want to winge

it's too cold, and i am sick of getting my boobs out. it doesn't help that there is not much in them so bub is getting frustrated and comes off a trillion times. there is not enough to be able to feed her to sleep. so now i have no tricks to get her to sleep. i don't know what to do when she is banging trying to get in when i know they are empty and she is not interested in drinking cows milk the last few days (she was taking it for a week or so).

i always loved feeding but its just bloody hard at the moment and not working and not much i'm doing is helping.

ugh, ok i think i am good now. cheers