hang in there it is really tough in the first couple of weeks & i think many people have hurdles/challenges to overcome that aren't made any easier by having hormones going crazy! some great advice already so i don't have anything knew. but i def agree with getting an LC to see you at home if possible & the ABA help line is awesome. they have lots of helpful suggestions & don't mind tears (they got me sobbing down the phone & a crying baby in the background!).