I wasn't as prepared as I should have been.

At the time I thought I was sort of prepared... but I really honestly had no idea, or concept... due to not knowing anyone personally that had a breastfeeding relationship with their child.

There were many mistakes that were made at the hospital in Aidyns first few days of life, including FF him with a bottle, and not encouraging me to keep him attached as much as I possibly could. (I was under the impression that 10 minutes every 4 hours was enough? And no one told me otherwise!)

I think the resources were always there, but I did not know of them, or how to access them. Such as hiring an electric pump from a chemist, or contacting the ABA...