My gorgeous little man is nearly 15months old and is still feeding. He has a feed for breakfast, sometimes after his afternoon sleep, bedtime and one or two overnight. I've always said that I'd let him b/f until he weaned himself but I'm finding that I'm starting not to enjoy it and I'm just absolutely exhausted. I'm just so tired. He is sitting here with me after his second feed for the night. I had four hours of broken sleep last night between him and his sister, I worked yesterday.
I know that it is only the shortest time and before I know it he'll be all grown up but far out I haven't slept through the night in I don't know how long. DS has only slept through the odd night in the last few months. I'm worried about night weaning him as I don't think my supply will keep up or will it? I work three days a week so on those days he doesn't have his afternoon feed and he misses either his morning or bedtime feed depending which shift I'm working.
I'm considering night weaning him before I completely wean him but I just can't do it because I feel so guilty. But surely after 15 months he can go a few hours without a b/f overnight surely!!!!
How do I get over my guilt and night wean him? I know that this won't help getting him to sleep more overnight but at least DH will be able to help me out so I'll get the occassional nights sleep. I feel terrible about wanting to wean him so I can sleep .

Sorry it's all over the place, it's 3.15am and I've had not even two hours sleep.

TIA,
Dan.